taking chances

why is it that when we love we knew we gave it our all but still in the end we still stumble and encounter too much pain? i got to the point where i cant barely understand how i really feel. i cant put to words how much pain i felt and all i can do is cry. but how long can i cry? how much tears do i have to shed to take this pain away....or will the pain and hurt ever be gone? will i ever forget the happy memories that makes me smile but at the same time makes me sad when it entered my mind..... will i ever have the strength to let go and move on? maybe i have the strength but right now i cant find that strength within me. my will to let go and move on is still covered by too much hurt maybe thats why i cant find it within me. why is love so complicated? is it really the love that is complicated or are we the one who makes it complicated? we took some chances in our lives eventhough we are not sure what will be the outcome.....maybe taking risk and taking chances makes the journey in life more meaningful. we are just human we took the risk hoping that it will last forever but as the song says SOME GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST.